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Subtle Goth

by Gutter Punk

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1.
She's not a girl who misses much She'll sit and bleed until you sow her up Give me a second to sober up What's inside has gone corrupt Let me talk to the people who have died I think I want to know what it's like I can't decide if ignorance is bliss Or if I want to know while I'm alive They told me This is how it starts Things start to fall apart I held you in my arms The dark inside my heart I cant tell you What I want to do with you tonight Let's live in the moment No words left unspoken It never ends It never ends Sometimes I think that I'd be better off dead It never ends It never ends So send a bullet through the back of my head It never ends It'll never end
2.
How? 01:56
I don't think I can take it I don't think I'm gonna make it another year How much longer will I have to endure All the boring shit that I adore? I don't think I can take it I don't know that I can fake it anymore How much longer will I feel like shit Stuck at the bottom of an endless abyss I don't think I can take it Three hours and twenty nine minutes into today And I'm feeling myself I'm just in it for the art I'm just in it for the music Quit humoring yourself Why do I have to give a shit? I've started to consider it I should probably tell my therapist I don't think I can take it
3.
I remember my dream from last night I saw my ex step-dad and we got into a fight Cause he called me a pussy and I knew that he was right So, I went fuckin' psycho and nearly took his life Not only my thoughts are intrusive it seems Even my dreams nowadays worry me (But fuck, I really don't want to get into this, uhm) So now I will distract you with abstract art While my henchman rob a Walmart Fuck a corporation Your blatant apathy It fills my head up with frustration Lead me not into temptation But deliver us From the villainous intent Of our stupid fucking president Let's just all pretend That everything is fine It's okay, I'm safe in my mind Take a couple steps back dude No one asked you Another nameless producer in the midst of a chillstep video on YouTube (Eh that's not the kind of shit I'm into) I've worn the same pair of jeans everyday for the past three weeks I'm a slave to my internet speed Wow, everything's changed It's like nothing is the same now If you're an animal Chances are you've never listened to Daft Punk In the back of your friends car like I have Every single thing I've ever done wrong, that's my bad So buy a giant fuckin' iPad for your kid And give it to him for Christmas Because it is the only thing he put on his wish list, ya dipshit Rebel against the masters And pretty please kill me if I ever wear Thrasher It's okay, I'm safe in my mind
4.
Tell me the truth Text me when you get home I wanna know that you're alone Tell me the truth Why won't you answer your phone? I'm not one to raise my tone But how stupid do you think I am? You call me crazy but you're why I am (You're right I am) Tell me the truth
5.
Watch Me 02:37
Me against the world Or maybe that's just what it feels like I'm only doing what I feels right Can't even tell if this is real life You were in my dream again I just wish that you would leave me alone But in the moment, it felt like I was home I know I told you that I loved you But my hearts made of stone I'm sorry But I knew it had to come to this Getting bored of all the phoniness Nothing cures my loneliness Sit back Relax Watch me die Watch me die (Feels like I'm running out of time) (Feels like I've known my whole life) (These wars in my mind) (Become real when I open my eyes)
6.
You don't have to go (Don't be ridiculous)
7.
Tinder Sucks 04:03
Thoughts swimming through my head I'm in your bedspread thinking about What it'd be like if I were dead Sheesh You used to make me happy Now all you do is hurt Got me feeling like I'm down in the dirt One with Earth Got me questioning my worth But it's cool I've been through worse The ghost of Tinder's past I've seen pictures of your ass On the screen of my cellphone I think it's strange how we behave Now I have to see your face Every time I want to look at them So shit sucks But I'm already over it I've had enough Time to get to cold shoulderin And back to the app So that I can try my luck again (I can't believe I pay for Tinder Plus) I'm swiping my life away Thank God for the internet Bless my electronic cigarette I love wasting time with you I feel alive with you I love that when I wake up You're still sleeping right next to me Then I go and turn you on and check to see who's been texting me Get the strangest sensation Every time I get a notification This device in my hand Gives the power of a God to a man Seven galaxies at my command And this Samsung is my tether To a world I hardly understand It's the middle of the night And I'm still staring at your screen Scroll endlessly Lost in the endless sea Of self-absorbed pricks All of this don't mean shit to me (Then why do I do it?) I'm swiping my life away
8.
I miss you I miss you so much I miss you I miss you so much (Come back home) I miss you (Come back home) I miss you so much (Come back home) I miss you (Come back home) I miss you so much (You told me you loved me) (But where did you go?)
9.
Still Life 03:07
Intricate highway systems Too bad nobody will miss him They go back and forth From the bed to the floor In the end What was all of it for? You should know this by now But pay attention to the words that you found in my mouth Be still life Still life be still Be still life Still life be still It could be that elaborate I'll still go after it And when disaster hits So extravagant You and I We're left to wonder why It's only you and I now It's only you and I You should've noticed by now You paint a picture with the words that you spill from your mouth Be still life Still life be still Be still life Still life be still
10.
I'm good on that shit I'm good on that I'm good on that shit I'm good I'm racking up bad karma (Shit I'm good on that) (Shit I'm-) I'm racking up bad karma (Shit I'm good on that shit I'm good) I've got a couple bad habits that I can't seem to break All this addict behavior The smoke in my face I feel like a fucking idiot (I feel like a fucking) Where the fuck is my phone at? Where the fuck is my phone? I just thought of something crazy And I want to write it down (Where the fuck is my phone?) I'm good on that shit I'm good on that I'm good on that shit I'm good I'm racking up bad karma (Shit I'm good on that) (Shit I'm-) I'm racking up bad karma (Shit I'm good on that shit I'm good) (Are you with this shit?) (Are you gonna hit this shit?) Gutter Punk made me cum for the first time (Are you with this shit?) Disintegrate in the sunlight (Are you gonna hit this shit?)
11.
Suffocate Me 04:35
You suffocate me, baby You suffocate me You suffocate me, baby You suffocate me Oh, I can't breathe With the weight of the world Thrust upon me Oh, I can't sleep soundly Now that you're always around me You suffocate me, baby You suffocate me You suffocate me, baby You suffocate me

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released February 14, 2018

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